your truth

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But when i'm looking in his eyes i'm torn apart.

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I'm not even sure about how I feel about you but I do know that I love it when we talk, when you pick the seat next to me, when you listen to me, and even when we fight about the stupidest things like grammar mistakes.

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I couldn't possibly love anyone more than I love you.

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I can't stand not being around you.

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There were some things I wanted to tell him. But I knew they would hurt him. So I buried them and let them hurt me.

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I’d run away from this all, but you’re the only one who’s keeping me here. Run away with me. We wouldn’t have to worry what people think or say, we would be happy, because that’s what we deserve. That’s what we’ve always deserved. Eachother.

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I wondered what it would be like to be have the world in the palm of your hands, including the people in it. What it would be like to be loved for who you are, rather than the way you look. Thank you for not looking right through me.

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And this time, when I lie, i'll say that i'm just fine.

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I’m not sure I can do this anymore. You know, this whole ‘I sit here and pretend I’m happy while watching you with her is really killing me on the inside’ thing? Yeah. That. I’m done with it.

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I used to think everything would be alright if only I was beautiful. I kind of still do.