May 2009
57 posts
But when i'm looking in his eyes i'm torn apart.
I'm not even sure about how I feel about you but I...
I couldn't possibly love anyone more than I love...
I can't stand not being around you.
There were some things I wanted to tell him. But I knew they would hurt him. So I buried them and let them hurt me.
I’d run away from this all, but you’re the only...
I wondered what it would be like to be have the...
And this time, when I lie, i'll say that i'm just...
I’m not sure I can do this anymore. You know, this whole ‘I sit here and pretend I’m happy while watching you with her is really killing me on the inside’ thing? Yeah. That. I’m done with it.
I used to think everything would be alright if only I was beautiful. I kind of still do.
I’m alright. And I’m alright with that.
Am I honestly not good enough for you?
You were the highlight of that one night.
How does it feel to not be able to feel?
If we’re all alone, then we’re all together in that too.
All I know about love is that it’s a four letter word.
I can’t be happy for you, I’m so sorry.
I am who I am and I’m going to get better.
You’re where I want to be.
I’ve got a lot on my mind. You’re not making it any easier. I feel like the back up.
They all say my life is like a Lifetime movie. I hope it’s entertaining. At least someone’s enjoying the program.
Happiness is only real when it’s shared.
I’m better off in every little way. Finally things are looking up. I used to think I had it good but now I know I was misunderstood.
When I’m next to you I can laugh easier. I feel like you’re the only one who can crack me.
Don’t you know? When we’re together you’re the only thing I see.
You are unique and special. Polite and naturally happy. There is no one else out there like you. You’re one of a kind. Stay who you are. Remember who you are. Forget who you’ll be.
You’re stuck in my head like a melody.
Use your head, but live in your heart.
If you want my future forget my past.
“You’ll always be my always.” He assured me.
He says I’m wasting my worth.
Your taste is my attention.
I pulled you up to my glitter while you pulled me down to your gutter.
I’m only losing a memory or two.
There’s two halves to everything.
The things I love will become the things I miss.
You have to believe there are kisses and laughs and risks worth taking.
I find it hard to tell you because I find it hard to say.
I learned that it feels better to let go.
To admit one thing is to admit everything.
I don’t know whether I’m good enough. But if I make him happy, then I’m everything I want to be.
I just want simple things like you choosing the seat beside me.
Does it make me a horrible person if I’m willing to get something good out of something bad?
Waiting is all I seem to be doing. I’m not perfect. But I am free.
I thought we told each other to live in different worlds.
You’re right. I am addicted to the point I guess I missed it.
This is as hard as it gets. You don’t see me you don’t know me you don’t love me. I feel so much better already.
My shirt smells like that night.
I remember everything. Do you?
I don’t need the pain you bring me. I don’t need your lies. I don’t need your excuses. I don’t need to keep reminding myself that you love me when you could do that on your own. I don’t need you putting me down. I don’t need you making me cry. I don’t need you anymore.